this truth
drives me insane
as if the wounds
of careless words
goes unhealed
I wait patiently
for the moment to come
wrapped up in apprehension
I feel
so undone
I know relief is there
just beyond the door
but sometimes I wonder
when the wind whispers
if there is more
my tears
know nothing
but this pain
a waking nightmare
of useless despair
I once believe
in the golden promise
your honeyed words
like a balm
how foolish I was
It feels as though I’m trapped
in the web of wants
needing the truth
with the substance of cotton candy
too sweet to be real
so I wait
stretched taunt and thin
for the adoration
of your love
never knowing it was false
how could I
loose myself so utterly
to the nothingness that is left
a wake for fools
will I be mourned at last
unbidden they come
like rivers of hot pain
as I wrap deep inside
my misery
hidden from all except the night
in moments of clarity
I lie to myself
as if pretending
will make it a...
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