*does little happy dance*After nearly a year of writer's block and horrible luck (ie losing yet another flash drive), I am almost finished with the seventh chapter of An Unconventional Moment. It may or may not be the final chapter, depending on how well Hermione cooperates (does she ever?), and how well Severus reacts to whatever she does. *knock on wood*I plan to have this finished by (hopefully) the weekend - depends on how much actual writing time I get between now and Sunday (last weekend I got none). If all goes well, I might try to tackle the next chapter of Tomorrow's Appeal or... I might write that "Sky is Falling" festival pieces that's been nagging in the back of my head - only three more weeks until all entries have to be in.
this truth
drives me insane
as if the wounds
of careless words
goes unhealed
I wait patiently
for the moment to come
wrapped up in apprehension
I feel
so undone
I know relief is there
just beyond the door
but sometimes I wonder
when the wind whispers
if there is more
my tears
know nothing
but this pain
a waking nightmare
of useless despair
I once believe
in the golden promise
your honeyed words
like a balm
how foolish I was
It feels as though I’m trapped
in the web of wants
needing the truth
with the substance of cotton candy
too sweet to be real
so I wait
stretched taunt and thin
for the adoration
of your love
never knowing it was false
how could I
loose myself so utterly
to the nothingness that is left
a wake for fools
will I be mourned at last
unbidden they come
like rivers of hot pain
as I wrap deep inside
my misery
hidden from all except the night
in moments of clarity
I lie to myself
as if pretending
will make it a...
Comments