Feel

I am lost
so utterly lost
in these feelings
I can feel you
like a deep spark
so far inside
that it hurts to breath sometimes
It is scary
this deep kernel
sometimes I push it aside
tell myself that it just isn't true
yet at night
when slumber comes
deep and unbidden
you are the last thing I think of
It's funny how you have become
like second nature to me
and all I want is to feel you